C.

2011-02-12T08:31:00.001-08:00

its the little small little actions. the care, the concern, the feeling i'm important to you, the passion you had for me, the respect, understanding, the trust.

"The greatest loving relationships exist when both partners love unconditionally. Both are actively thinking of ways to help and please the other, without a thought of what they are getting for it, in return. Each is in the relationship for the welfare of the other, not so that they can feel loved themselves. They are, of course, overjoyed to receive love from the other, but for them, giving love is how they are satisfied, not receiving it.

For indeed, to love is to give. To be in a relationship for the sole purpose of receiving love is selfish. And, relationships wherein the participants only give things to their partner, for what the will get back for it, are also based on selfish motivation. And selfishness is the antithesis of love. "

im trying very very hard to love unconditonally. but i can't help feeling sad. ):

2011-02-12T06:55:00.001-08:00

i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i ii i i i i i ii i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiij i h p i ih ihi hk,j pji hio p ii i i i i i i i i iii i i i i i i i ii i i i i i i i i i i i i i i ii i i i i i i i i i i i ii i i i i i ii i

ahhhhhhhhhhh! wanna scream

2011-02-12T06:40:00.000-08:00

"随便" i will never forget.

2011-02-11T02:13:00.000-08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo confuse.

2011-02-05T04:37:00.000-08:00

喜欢一个人，你怎能分辨是真的喜欢，还是你只是喜欢他陪在你身边的感觉。。到底什么是爱？是比很喜欢很喜欢很喜欢，还要在更喜欢吗？

2011-02-03T17:54:00.001-08:00

please bring out the best in me. boost my confidence. let me feel worth.

2011-02-01T19:47:00.000-08:00

i see a side of me i've never seen before.

2011-01-30T08:35:00.000-08:00

now i know the changes i had in me.
i've started to make comparison of myself, i've become overly self-conscious. i've started to lose priortization. i've lose focus.
yep. not serious though.
but well. on the flipside, its all a process for a better things to come. it made me grow. it make me realize that changes is something that is gonna have in life. it gain my experience so much. imma gonna love all the changes. :D
but of course, gonna get myself back man, since i alr know all the reasons for the changes i had! hehehehhehe.
sigh, but you bound to lose something when there's gain.
no matter what imma gonna increase my confidence level. imma gonna have confidence in love, imma gonna have faith for everything im doing. imma gonna make sure that friendship last forever.
na mo ah me tuo fuo, give me strength to make everything better.

when we were young, what we wish for are just hugs and kisses and piggy backs from our parents and playing on swings, hop scotch and tic tec toe, making friends were so easy. now, its all about talking who are the sluts,backstabber and judging each other and dealing with awkwardness even with close friends and increasing amount of stress. aiyoyoyoyoyo. ):

no wonder ignorance is bliss. bless me with ignorance then. i would rather not see all the evilness around the world.
& sometimes i don't want my sensitivity. as in negative ones, like cares too much about what other ppl think.

ahhh.. life. sooo realistic.

imma gonna stop thinking too much on all negatives things, just think about my jmon and bffs and myyyyy omg ah studies! :D

I JUST FOUND OUT SOME THINGS!
i realize im on blogger for 7 years! although not consistently blogging.
& on around februAry last year i starting knowing onew and he become my virtual crush. HAHHAHAHAHHA.
ONEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! <3
dun jealous ah my mon. love you. hehehe.

HOW TIME FLIES! =/

2011-01-02T19:11:00.000-08:00

im in the worse emotional state now. & everybody is leaving.
why nobody understands me. why.

2010-12-19T05:47:00.000-08:00

BLOGGING NEED FEEL.
I GOT NO FEEL FOR TODAYYYYYYYYYY. HAHAHHAHA.

my mind is so filled with, "I GOT SO MANY WORK TO CHIONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG AND YET IM SO SLACK, SHIT".

2010-11-06T06:27:00.000-07:00

i can't stay at home anymore. i can't stop thinking.
im going to stay in school till late on weekdays and go out to study on weekends.

2010-10-23T21:13:00.000-07:00

seriously love this quote from tumblr.
"Its hard to determine whether you really have feelings for someone, or you just carried away by the good things he/she does. Which is why you cannot say you are just returning the love or returning the favour."

lost the motivation to blog because my life is so mundane and repetitive currently. unlike during the holidays, so happening. HAHA. but im lazy to blog the stuffs tt happen during hols. boooo.

OKAY. I WANNA GO HALLOWEEN PARTY! MAY BE GOING ESCAPE. WEEEEEEEEE.
wanna go night safari but its so expensive. ):

shall go and do revision. BYE!

LOVE.

2010-10-11T07:23:00.000-07:00

MY BLOG IS SO FULL OF VIDEOS!!!
but seriously b2st is freaking cool.

dance practice

mv

live

COOL DANCE COOL LOOK BUT WITH CRAZY AND CUTE PERSONALITY.
SO C. HAHAA.

2010-10-09T08:22:00.000-07:00

LOVE THIS PERSON WHO CUT OUT THE ONEW PART.
LOVE ONEW LOVE ONEW LOVE ONEW LOVE ONEW LOVE ONEW LOVE ONEW LOVE ONEW LOVE ONEW.

part 1

part 2

part 3

on holidays if im nt working, hate weekend the most.
oh anw, thanks hilda for introducing me show!
THE SHOW IS DAMN NICE!

LOVE ONEW LOVE ONEW LOVE ONEW LOVE ONEW LOVE ONEW LOVE ONEW LOVE ONEW LOVE ONEW.

2010-09-24T04:01:00.000-07:00

在戏里的编剧人想了我们人类所渴望有的美好情景和结局。
现实生活里可以如同俗语，人生如戏，戏如人生吗？

its time to update my blog!
had been totally enjoying the first 2 weeks of the holiday. if only its a 2 month holiday.
finally feel motivated to work. thanks for jessie to introducing me job! gotten a promoter job which has pretty good pay and whats great is that its the first time being a promoter!
after trying out many jobs, i think the worse is working in f&b(my own preference). but its the easiest to get a part time job in that category.
ALRIGHT, hope i can get high sales and earn the commission on top my basic pay!

okay. on tues went lunch with jessie and weiloon clementi and actually i should go back to school and return my overdue library book but i cant kick my forgetfulness habit, and sigh.. i've fined 80cents and im so lazy to go back to school bcus its so far. tsk. can somebody run this errand for me and i give u 80c. ): okay kidding. i will go back tmr bcus tmr onwards i will be charge another 80c. boooo. hahhahahhaa. then after that went jurong point to shop for a while, still can't deny the fact the boon lay is soooooooo far away from toa payoh..

then ytd went job training with jessie and her secondary sch friends, and then had dinner and chilled with jess at mac together. ate too much and felt so bloated.

WENYI WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?! HAVE YOU GONE MISSING IN M'SIA?!
hahahhahahha.

i've found 2 very interesting book and since i cant find it in any libraries, i've pestered my mum to buy it for me online and yay, she finally ordered it and i cant wait for it to arrive!!!!

http://www.prettylittlemistakes.com/excerpt.html

its heather mcelhatton pretty little mistakes and her 2nd book million little mistakes. the meg cabot airhead series and sophie kinsella new minishopaholic are also damn awesome books!

OMG.i found a korean guy that has the same bday as me! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE WHO HAS THE SAME BDAY AS ME! I HAVE ALWAYS ENVY PPL WHO HAS PPL THAT HAVE THE BDAY AS THEM! I KNOW ITS LAME! BUT IM HAPPY! HAHHA.

the guy call ricky at 0:07 from the new band call teen top, and their age range from 15-18. ricky is 4 yrs younger than me and damn it korean like to raise damn young ppl. and i feel that the most common month for bday its november. heh.

AND SUNGKYUNKWAN SCANDAL IS SUCHA GOOD SHOW! MY FAVOURITE SHOW OF THE YEAR! :D

hope next week picnic at marina barrage will go on smoothly and when are we going ice skating wenyi?! where are you. and when are we going shabux2 jess?!

look how much im enjoying this hols. sigh. DREAD SCHOOL REOPENING X 1MIL.

2010-09-18T05:40:00.000-07:00

okayyyy. im back to blogging! but i will be using tumblr at the same time too.
oh like finally exams ended for this sem. true indeed. year 1 was the "honeymoon" year because year 2 is alot stresser. this half of the year was the first time i drank the most coffee in my life. but well, my instinct tell me that next sem will be worse.
with the double amount of practicals we're going to have next sem means wah liew increase of formal reports. tsk. but.. we're still going to do our best!
& NO MORE MATHS MODULE! tsk. talking abt maths dampen my mood.
WHY DO THEY CHOSE OUR CLASS TO SHIFT TO THE STAGE WITH A-MATH BACKGROUND! grrr. a lecturer told us that they tend to set harder maths paper for the stage with a-math bg. nvm. because we're smart. :D

alright! this year gonna end soon. means soon i will be turning 20. time flies very very fast. there're still many things i havent experience yet.
like i never taken a plane before, i dont know how to swim. im so going to earn enough money so that i can go korea with jinghui and her friends next year. and go to phuket with wenyi and friends.

i've so much i want to confide in my own blog. i've so much to say. but.. those are secrets that nobody in the world knows. nobody understand and nobody listen. and i hate it when there is something call pride in me. and those freaking principles that i have. tell me, how the hell can i get rid of those things? amnesia? im soooo sorry for those ppl that i've hurt. forgive me.

I SHALL STOP BEING EMO SIA! OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYY. let me post my favourite songs for this year. (: according to lauguage!

1) korean

FT island - love love love

LOVE THIS SONG TTM! LOVE HONGKI'S LIVE! HE SINGS SO WELL!

Zia - Laugher

oh. another top favourite korean song i like. love the melody. touching song although there're so many version of what the mv is about. haha.

2) English

Justin bieber - overboard

who cares how gay justin bieber is? he has seriously AWESOME song.

Demi luvato and joe jonas(camprock2) - Wouldn't Change A Thing

oh my god. love this song to the max max max max max max max.

3) Mandarin

寂寞寂寞就好-田馥甄

damn good song with damn good lyrics. for those who just gone through breakup can relieve their sadness through this song.

蘇打綠 - 十年一刻

a song with very profound and meaningful lyrics. and i love song that is like this.

4) Hokkien

吳宗憲 - 三瞑三日

i seldom listen to hokkien song. but i saw heard this person singing this song in the lastest 超级星光大道 and i find it very nice. its kinda an old song.

5)Cantonese

風車- 佘詩曼

she's so pretty! i listen more cantonese song to hokkien but i seldom listen to them this year. so this is one of the song in the show 宮心計.

okayyyyyyy. i will active in blogging again! :D

2010-05-01T08:36:00.000-07:00

okay. allow my blog for a temporary rest since i've use it for sooo many years, like 2004 :D
http://christ-ina.tumblr.com/ :D
i'll missssss you blogggggggggggger.
& hellloooo heyy, ppl working in blogger you should reward me for using your service for so long.

2010-04-20T05:39:00.003-07:00

pommmmm! i fell down when i went jogging just now. -.-
that moment was wah, embarassing to the max.
the lorry driver slow down to see if im okay. ohhhh shitt.
i was about to cross the road and turn to look if there are cars. so i didn't realise that the covered drain didnt not cover well, then i tripped.
okay lor. -.-
dieeeee. i think this year i'll be quite suey. sighhhhh.
sigh sigh sigh x1mil.

okay. i hope to meet you. (((:

2010-04-18T07:34:00.000-07:00

school is starting school is starting tmr. hey. holiday is ending
mon and tues 8-5.
sigh sigh sigh. reports reports reports x1mil. presentations.
sian.

hehehe. nvm.
no matter what i will not forget my onew!
love him tttttttttttttttmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
relax okay relax.
his smile can melt me instantly. :D

shit man. school is starting tmr.
busy busy busy very busy laaaa.
i must must must must jy!
remember, onew rocks!

<3

i am not as childish as before anymore.
there are some things i cant tolerate. but i shall be understanding.

2010-04-14T09:31:00.000-07:00

why do you say you don't flirt when you're being flirtatious?
okay. you have your life. (:

yay. tmr will be the last day im working at subway.
overall not bad laa. i went to the bank for the first time & with about $5000 cash with me! omg.
i was like, eh manager you sure anot. lol
okkkkk. i can conclude that philipinos are very positive ppl. they are so happy go lucky!
other then my manager, i think i will miss everyone. because there are so many ppl who are quitting alr.
okay. hope to see you all coindentally when im shopping & see aloysius in school! :D

2010-04-13T07:54:00.000-07:00

okay. thanks lynette. :D
but the chicken chicken is all mine is irritating. lol.

this mandarin song in my blog almost hit 1million.
i would like to dedicate the song to jiamin. (:
what an awesome lyrics.

credits to michelle tan.

9 Deadly Words Used By a Woman

1) Fine
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2) Five Minutes
If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3) Nothing
This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

4) Go Ahead
This is a dare, not permission. Don’t Do It!

5) Loud Sigh
This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot
and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

6) That’s Okay
This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That’s okay means she wants to think long and hard before
deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7) Thanks
A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you’re welcome. (I want to add in a clause here – This is true, unless she says ‘Thanks a lot’ – that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say ‘you’re welcome’ . that will bring on a ‘whatever’).

8 ) Whatever
Is a woman’s way of saying F– YOU!

9) Don’t worry about it, I got it
Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself.

2010-04-07T04:39:00.000-07:00

HAPPPPY BDAY JESSIE! :D
thanks yam for introducing me job. (:
thanks hilda for giving me blogshop add. im buying my wallet there! :D:D

2010-04-06T03:02:00.000-07:00

im so not in a good mood today.

okay. i was called to promote subway at the job fair for the senior citizens at bishan today.
hate my manager. always ask me to do things at the last minute. -.- and he's rude and impatient to the elderlies. i CAN'T stand rude ppl. the elderlies are damn kind & good ppl. tsk.
there are 4 of us, my idiot store manager, 2 other branches store managers and myself, & im the only part timer there.
& DAMN IT. i just found out that the other store managers called up their own part timer & ask them what time & when they wanna work whereas my idiot manager allocate our time slots himself. then i ask for leave & he say cannot.
HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was damn angry lor. i go tell the other store managers tt i should work in their branch instead.
next week is the last week im working there already. i don't care how the manager is going to react.
i told him today next week is my last week im working since school is reopening, then he said "nooooo, come on, we can negotiate." -.- negotiate your head. im exploding.

if its not because im despo for money, i wouldnt work at there. some ppl there have the worst personalities i've seen in my life.
nvm. new experience in f&b. i've tried sales, customer service and office jobs alr. maybe i should try being a promoter, provided im promoting things like HL milk or ice cream. not things like hair curler/staightener. -.-

on the flip side, im soooooooooooooo happy to be able to help out at the job fair. whao. the elderlies are soooo good to talk to. i find it more interesting than helping out at the school open house to promote my course. :D

i want want want want to volunteer myself to help out at elderly home!!!!! or whatever volunteering work as long as i can help ppl.
the sense of sastisfaction of helping is just sooooooo good.

2010-04-05T04:49:00.001-07:00

))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

2010-04-04T09:43:00.000-07:00

tmr will be the first time i work with ronnie the strict store manager. god bless me man.
whaooo. 70% of the patrons are europeans. hm yep. gd looking. haaaa.
i have difficulty differentiating italian & wheat bread. hatttteeeeeee it.
i only eat subway thrice in my life before working there because its food are freaking expensive okay. omg. i can't bear to spend so much money on bread. i prefer rice.
i will sure broke if i go to europe countries bcus its rice is freaking expensive. hahahhhaa.

shit!!!! time seems to past faster everyday you know!!!!!!! its as if 1 day only have 6hrs.
booom! next day! booooooooooommmmmmmmm! next day again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nnnoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
tmr i will be 20, the following day im 21. yay! im an real adult in 2 more days!
come & celebrate my 21th! -.-!!!!!
okay. serious, 3 more days to jessie 18th. you're finally 1 year younger than me. wooohooooooo. :D

2010-04-01T09:02:00.001-07:00

Sophie kinsella is going to release her new book at the end of this year!
Titled mini shopaholic. hah! wonder how luke is gonna deal with 2 shopaholics! :D

2010-03-30T09:12:00.000-07:00

梁文音，我不是你想像那麼勇敢

i don't take much notice to this song after watching the mv.
ya. i know im slow to watch the mv after a year or 2.
我不是你想像總是扮演堅強
多想讓你知道我也要個伴
放下討厭武裝　像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上
i can take 5s to cry after reading these sentences.

hey.
我的信心和自信遗失了. 可以帮我找回来吗?
问题在于.. 找得回来吗?

好希望我有你想象中的那么好..

2010-03-28T23:13:00.000-07:00

yay. i'll be working at subway from tmr onwards.
i desperately want extra allowance.
but i really dread working bcus year 2 wouldn't have much holidays due to ITP.
okayyyyyyyyyyyyy. nvm.

okay. just went for my typhoid shot. abit painful.

i don't dare to look so when the doc was done vaccinating, i was like "0.0 finish already ah?" :D

oh. i just bought a can of strawberry milk which was quite expensive, $31.90.

i seriously stop drinking milk after primary 1 or even younger because i swear i never hated a drink so much like milk. ew. specifically white milk, which is not flavoured at all.

omg. thinking of the taste makes me feel like puking.

okay. flavoured milk is still acceptable.

reason why im short? -.-

& ya. i don't like chocolate. unless its very sweet. or together with caramel.

i still can rmb so vividly my kindergarten teacher gave me a chocolate which taste so freaking bad, i think its bitter.

& i vomitted infront of the whole class.

i only tasted mars, kinder bueno, sneakers, ferrero rocher one mouth in my whole life out of curiosity.
don't buy me chocolates! :D

how will you react if you're in his/her shoes?

2010-03-27T01:31:00.000-07:00

the song abv hit 70k views in a day.
among the asian countries, i think korea pop music industry has made the greatest impact on ppl. maybe bcus they not only have korea song name but english song name as well.
for the purpose of easier search.
find me pop songs from asia tt is more renown than super junior sorry sorry and SNSD gee.
initially i don't like these songs. but after listening to it like 5 times.
freaking addictive.

oh!

sorry sorry

Gee

2010-03-24T03:30:00.000-07:00

freaking suckish results to me. grrrrrrrrrrr.

2010-03-22T07:53:00.000-07:00

HEYYY PUTRI WAN FATIN! IF YOU COME MY BLOG AND SEE THIS POST.
i want to tell you that i see ur latest post with my full name on it and i was laughing like mad! LOL!
whats with the tail???!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHHAHAHAH.
seriously miss secondary school days like mad.

2010-03-21T12:08:00.000-07:00

the top 4 whom i think are the prettiest will be jessica(0:13), taeyeon(0:36), tiffany(0:41) and sunny(1:01).
i don't like yoona, 0:28. hoho.

2010-03-17T08:28:00.000-07:00

no more than friends.

2010-03-15T06:50:00.000-07:00

went to learn roller blading with wenyi at east coast!
fun ttm! HAHHA. the part when we rent the roller blades are freaking funny.
went to the 1st rental shop and we're quite ps to rent since we're beginners.
plus the shop has many ppl who look so pro. & it is also drizzling.
so while hasitating, i saw a friend of mine who work in the shop! then he saw me and we were like "heyyyyyyy"! he told me tt they cant rent bcus of the weather and asked us to come back 30mins later.
okay.. i've been thinking really hard for the whole day, but i still can't rmb his name. :D

then while walking we came upon the 2nd rental shop. and they are renting!
by tt time the weather was much better.
we then put on all the protective guards and roller blades and after much struggle we managed to stand but we dont dare to move!
the shop tender was super kind and he roughly teach us.
he then brought us to the grass area since there are more friction.
& he will be studying in sp soon!
we tried our best to head to the area for ppl to learn roller blading. it is abt 100m away from where we were. i guessed we took abt 15-20mins to reach. and wenyi fell down twice.
ppl there was like, " hey careful!" finally when we almost reach, a family saw us stuggling like mad and the mother decided to help us to tt area. :D

overall, we now can skate slowly alr! :D

OH YESS. my sis and cousin went to see shinee showcase last sat!
my sis told me singaporean fans like jonghyun and minho the most.
but i love onew.
okay. i didnt go bcus im saving. D:
i seriously need to work.

i want to go Mong kok （旺角) in hongkong to have dim sum.

2010-03-09T07:22:00.000-08:00

i wish i could go to alaska or norway or eastern canada to see aurora/northern light.

and whatever place where i get to see shooting stars.

please god, give me the luck.

im so interested in astronomy! out of wonderment. :D

okay. im going to get a novel tmr if not im going to bored to death.

2010-03-07T06:51:00.000-08:00

OKAY. I SO SO SO LOOKING FORWARD TO YEAR 2!
MODULES SIMILAR TO CPPA/B IN YEAR 2 WILL BE MY FAVES MAN!
ITS OKAYY TT IM SHORT, AT LEAST IM STILL BE ABLE TO WALK!!!!!!
I SERIOUSLY HAVE GREAT FRIENDS AND OH ANYWAY, THANKS LINUS FOR THE PRESENT AND SHIXIN FOR THE EFFORT.
WOOOHOOO!

credits to mz.

2010-03-04T01:40:00.000-08:00

OKAYYY. IM PUTTING UP A TAGBOARD!
bcus i dun like ppl write msges on the "comment" link bcus i only realise it like after 1 or more weeks. i long wanted to get rid of it but i lazy to find whr to do it.
dont be shock all of a sudden its gone again. hahahaha.

EXAMS END EXAMS END EXAMS END!
IM GOING TO BE YR 2 SOON!
WHICH I SO SO SO SO SO REALLY NOT NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.

okay. the paper i tot would be the most difficult turn out to be the easiest.
i dunno if it only happens on me. always after exams ended, i will watch those shows tt i've no time to watch before. then after 2 hrs of watching, i will feel a sense of uneasiness like i still got an exam to study. then i will like, relax la. exam ends alr. -.-

WAH LIEW EH. ONEW ONEW ONEW ONEW!!! when the hell did i become so celebrity-crazy? :D
but i swear onew is my FAVEEE male celebrity compared to the rest.

& i realise something, i always like guys with small eyes.
BECAUSE THEY ARE SO CUTEEEE LAAA.
those ppl who are cool or hot doesn't really attract me much.
so if you ask me who is the next member i like from shinee. i'd be taemin.

oh. my dearest onew.

2010-02-22T05:28:00.000-08:00

6 more days and it will be march. another 3 more months later and half a year its gone. another half a year and here comes 2011!
but can the days move faster to 4th march plsss. i cant wait for hols!!!

okay. pms cramp almost killed me today. the most painful xinfinity cramp i've ever had.
i came out of the toilet and and feel the world spinning and it turns black.
rush to the bed immediately bcus i feel tt i can faint anytime.
called my dad then he bring me to a doctor.
i swear the nurses are the most caring person i've seen.
hate the pill to the max!!!! )): but the pill is v ultra small so can swallow.
oh thank god today don't have exams. phew. and lucky today i didnt meet wenyi they all if not they're going to go through another round of seeing me suffer(tt time was gastric pain, hehe).

why my body now become so freaking weak sia?? must be bcus i seldom eat dintaifung. tsk. HAHAHHAHAHAHHA.

super shock tt my cousin buy me many onew stuffs today. errr. not gifts for recovery. its for my bday. -.-
love her ttm!

no point giving excuse for things tt could avoided from happening.
im a very practical person. sympathy? urgh. no.

2010-02-21T06:49:00.000-08:00

my sis is the most materialistic person i've ever seen.

2010-02-17T04:43:00.000-08:00

shucks man. i cant wait for this show.
Hu Ge 胡歌 is really good in acting those ancient shows.
i will definitely cry at those shows he acted.
look how great it impact me. means its really gd. :D

oh anyway. im sick. sigh.
i always got sick during cny due to the tibits.

2010-02-14T05:48:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CNY AND VALENTINE'S!

okok. i havent put up any mandarin songs in my blog for i guess about 2 years or more alr.
so taaadahh. here's a song 加油 by JJ. he's one my fave chinese singer.
tsk. loooveeee his voice to the max!!

2010-02-13T05:19:00.000-08:00

oh. anyway. he's ONEW!

2010-02-12T08:26:00.000-08:00

if you ask me whos my fave member from shinee. i'd be ONEW!

2010-02-06T22:47:00.000-08:00

my 400th post(only) and im on blogger for 5 years alr! :D

iochem iochem.
can i have photographic memory pls.

2010-01-30T08:21:00.000-08:00

I HAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEEE LITERATURE REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE ONLY COMPONENT TT ALWAYS GIVE ME HEADACHE.
FIRST TIME DO LIT REVIEW, DUNNO WHAT IT IS ABT.
THEN KEEP RESEARCH RESEACH RESEARCH.
FINALLY KNOW AND FINISH PRESENTATION.
NOW DO WRITTEN REPORT, FINISH EVERYTHING ALR EXPT TT I DONT HAVE CITATION AND REFERENCE FOR... YOU KNOW WHAT?!
YESSSSSS. LIT REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

SECOND TIME. FML!!!!!

OKAY JESSIE HELP ME FOUND IT. SHE SAVED MY LIFE. LOVEML.

2010-01-28T06:22:00.000-08:00

i recently(which is abt half a year) got myself addicted to yoghurt.

i never like eating it but i realise it has alot of health benefits then force myself to try.

then urgh.. its one of the best dessert ever man.

after trying like many brands, i think aLIVE yoghurt is the nicest among all. okay my preference.

it is made with no sour taste and its not too sweet.

i love the apple-pomelo one! because tts the only flavour i tried today. :D:D:D

& & it only cost less than $2 for 2. :D

my sis was posted to sp as well! yay!

whao whao whao whao like x1mil whao!

np international business course cop 7!! whao.

wooooooooooooooooooo.

when you see tt im acting wierdly.

leave me alone for 1 hour and i will there for you again.

SNSD NEW SONG! OH OH OH OH OH OH!

2010-01-24T07:16:00.000-08:00

HAPPPPY BIRTHDAY HILDA!
HAPPPPY BIRTHDAY WENYI!

wow. viewing my primary school friends photo and they change so much. & again realise time flies.
time.. why do you have to pass so fast.
god.. can i have 48hrs a day?
give me give me give me give me.

how i wish i was born in a kampong like my dad used to live.
so tt i can be free from all the pressure the society is putting on me.
although kampong got super bad sanitary la.
hahahahahahaha. but i love facebook & iphone. :D

i wannnnnnnnnnt to take a break from everything & go korea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
S E O U L!

voooooooooooom. back to reality. off i go to continue to finish my maths tutorial. ):

2010-01-14T05:20:00.000-08:00

失败是成功的妈妈！
我会加油！
because im 秀秀!!

Guy laroche wallets are freaking chio.
i saw this v pretty wallet from their brand. it cost freaking $119. exclude 20% offer.
i will buy it without any hasitation if it cost less than $50.
why everything i set my eyes on are so expensive. ):

2010-01-13T08:04:00.000-08:00

things will be definitely be better than before. :D smile!

sigh. why mr ting have to tell us so late tt we have a quiz this friday. sigh.
grrr. my amount my sigh-ing have increase.
reach home at 10pm from school & help my sis to choose her course untill 11.45pm.
no time to study itm quiz liao!!!!! tmr school ends at 5pm then meet steph and lim at 7pm.
okay. in betwn see whether can find time to study abit then chiong home by 8.
self study of entire new chapt!!!!! nvm. mcq only. :D smile!

i should go slp now so tt i can 走更长的路 because i 休息! hilda favourite line.
yay!! my office chair will arrive tmr. wooooohooooooooo!

2010-01-07T03:45:00.000-08:00

went to jog as per normal.
but ran 3.5km today. usually was 2km.
i don't think i've ever ran so long in my life non stop because i don't bother to run longer.
ran extra km to vent my frustration.
feel really disappointed and sad.
but well, life.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
i feel like going jogging again.
i need to vent it all out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

2010-01-06T07:03:00.000-08:00

there are so many ppl i needa relink. i will make the changes on weekend.
i know who you are. :D
i got alot of resources. haha.

i like wed lessons exclude GEMs but wed sucks bcus i need to wake up at 6.

this week super intense project work.
3days consecutively reached home at almost reaching 10pm.
freaking tired.
finally tmr can go home in the evening.
then friday, movie with ah wen and ah jess.

OPEN HOUSE TMR!
my sister visiting np.
jess and i also want to go.. but cannot take goodie bag. D:

2010-01-05T07:40:00.000-08:00

screweddddddd.

2010-01-03T07:48:00.000-08:00

SJ!

FIRST POST OF 2010!

sighh. school reopens tmr.

2009-12-31T19:10:00.000-08:00

MY FAVES SJ MEMBERS ARE OBVIOUSLY THE 3 MAIN LEAD SINGERS!
CUTE RYEOWOOK, CHEEKY KYUHYUN, CONFIDENT YESUNG!

& LAST BUT NOT LEAST THE MOST ATHELETIC AND GENTLEMAN
SIWON!

ENJOY UR LAST DAY OF 2009 PPL!
i will be spending it with my SJs', rwp presentation with hilda,jess,wenyi and prawning with lim & friends .
2009 is a year to remember. very memorable indeed.
collecting my o's result, having my long after o's holiday.
the nostalgia of secondary school, the sadness of different sch with lim they all.
the happiness of making new friends and settling in sp.
ahh.. i don't look forward to 2010 because the amount of workload in school can literally kill me and i will complain like mad.
but there will definitely be great things too! :D

I WILL COME TO GREET YOU ALL TMR! bb!

2009-12-30T23:00:00.000-08:00

HAPPPY BDAY LYNETTE!

okay. the dec 29 post was posted at abt 11.50pm.
and currently its 3.08am.
i just said that im very into super junior and at abt 3 hr ltr, i change the song from my blog to a song from a member in big bang. initially was SJ's song.
*feel the sense of unfaithfulness. lol!
its the first time i listen to big bang song and it is intro-ed by shixin. xie le :D
& the song is soooooooooooo good x infinity. especially with the piano played in the background.
click on the video to see the english lyrics. shixin and i almost cried.

why why my parents don't send to learn piano when im young?!
for the first time in my life i use this abbreviation - FML.
too agitated.

im going to wake up in 3hrs time to accompany my cousin to her school at clementi.
im the kindest soul you can find in the world. LOL!
okayyyyyyy.
anyway. i love SJ x1mil. i love myself x1bil. and lastly, i love my parents xinfinity. :D
bb!

2009-12-29T23:03:00.000-08:00

sryyy x1mil to ps wenyi. wont ps you ever again. :D

people who know how to sing are so attractive. so so attractive.

oooo. final destination 4 is soo gory.

now im very very VERY into super junior.

2009-12-23T07:43:00.000-08:00

this book is sooo good x infinity. i seriously can't wait for another production of hers.
i'd borrowed this book before mst and it has accompanied me for a month.
went back to sch today to return. it took me 1hr to reach! -.-
and i feel sad to part with it. ):
god bless me its not out of stock in popular. but i guess it is bcus the last time i saw it was abt 1 month ago.
nooooooooooo. i shall call the popular customer service(a job i did before :D) tmr and ask which outlet have it.

XOXO

tts why i say got holiday=none.

2009-12-22T06:02:00.000-08:00

went to do GEMs video. still left a few more parts and we'e done with it. woohoo.
video-ed halfway and our teacher who taught us this module passby and saw us. tsk. freaking embarassed!

bored bored bored sian x1million.
this sem past damn fast. like a blink of an eye and its week 10.
2 more months and i will be 19.
*shit shit. lack of topic to continue. im thinking. wait ah.......

oh. im going to meet lim they all on xmas eve!! like finally finally!!!!!

and im quite into super junior! i like ryeowook. he give me the feeling like hes very shy and so demure. although it is judge base on 1 variety show. :D hehehehhe.

oh ya. & im helping out at our relaunch course DACP,applied chem. with pharm. at open house on 9th jan, sat!

bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb.

2009-12-16T06:56:00.000-08:00

ulterior motive?
an eye for an eye.

2009-12-11T01:18:00.000-08:00

Soooo so many things to do.
okay exclude itm report because im going to chiong finish today. shit. need some motivation. dunno why feel freaking restless. tsk.

1) maths pbl
2) IDEAs
3) Rwp presentation
4) Rwp report
5) Cppb report
6) GEMs video
7) 3 maths tutorials

lastly revision. which i simply say but i dun think i will do it. :D no time no time. i need time to enjoy lor.

okokokkokokk. i need to ciao ciao ciao ciao to do itm itm itm=microbio report alr. spreadplate, pourplate, very little yeast colonies. shit.
i rather do iochem report. D:

give me all ur motivation ppl. i really just feel like going to hongkong disney land. :D no link. hahahha.

2009-12-02T03:47:00.000-08:00

JY JY GL GL SPREADSHEET,EXCEL 50% DCP05 GL!

2009-11-30T06:20:00.000-08:00

very bad day. its a v v v v bad day for me.
sad.

2009-11-26T06:07:00.000-08:00

Hey hey! long time no see ppl. (:

23rd: on monday went to queenstown with wenyi, hilda, jessie.
hilda recommend this super super delicious horfun. :D:D with alot of fish on it. v nice sia!
then after tt went to ikea to eat meatballs.
then wenyi make fun of me by the taking the plastic blue cup which is meant for kids. -.- :D

ytd. went to help out at the grad party.
help out with ushering and logistics. i swear i so need to work out more so tt i'd be fitter! just simply carrying 1 part of the drum set and its so heavy to me. ): nooo.
tts our seniors performing! wah. really envy their skills.
tskkk. for the above grp pic, they tiptoed to have the effect of tallest to shortest!! okay. im not sure if wenyi did. because shes really tall. but im sure jess did lor!! :D
alright. i think i just needa admit im short. -.-

then after all the performance ended which is abt 6.30pm, we ate the buffet tt is catered for the seniors.
& tadahhh. tts the time which i realize i hadnt had a proper meal after eating at abt 10.30am.
and what alerted me? yaaaa. ): GASTRIC PAIN.
its not very painful before i start eating.
but after i ate. omg. the pain get worser and it almost killed me.
then while walking to the mrt station the pain get so worse untill i guess my gastric cannot take it anymore. and i had this queasy sensation and i rush to the toilet and vomit everything which i just ate.
this is like the 3rd or 4th time i get such painful gastric pain alr.
i think i've learnt my lesson. ):
and oh. im a person who don't consume drugs. expt if it is in liquid form. :D ewwwwwww. so don't give me pills pls.
i will hate you. reallly.
okay. the last time i've had was a few months ago when i'd fever and was foorrrcee to eat. sigh. ):
i took 20mins to swallow a pill and i just can't freaking swallow it. the pill then melted in my mouth. D:D:D:!!! freakkkkkkinggg omggggg bitter laaaaaa.
then finally i swallow.
& i dunno why i had this mentality that i will be immune to the drug and i will have a resistant to it the next time and it will affect my health. -.-

okay okay. a longgg time since i had such a long post.
bb ppl. sigh. exams coming. gd luck to all ppl! :D :D

if i agree to anything, means i want.
i will only take back what i've agreed only if there's a last min problem.
there is no need for a apology at all.
i wont want to be to hindrance to anything. you understand?

2009-11-14T05:45:00.000-08:00

life isn't easy.
sad. D':

2009-11-02T01:09:00.000-08:00

okay. actually wanted to blog during the weekends. 30th friday: happy 17th birthday to sin ning. :D sort of celebrated it at pastamania.
and bought her whole series of twilight novel. hope she like it. heh.
raudhah made her a super nice frame with photos too.

after tt went to chiong itm tutorial. damn sian. turn my mood off. haha. but feel a sense of satisfaction after finishing it.

31th sat: volunteered in the parents forum to tour the parents. pls pls pls pls pls i hope i wiill get a chance to tour the sec students during sp open house.

okay. parents are really afraid that their children will follow their friends instead of their own interest. haha.

& wah. for the 1st time i went to the kitchen for students from nutrition, health and wellness to have their practical. & it is super big. & the lecturer told us they have PE lesson too. whao cool.

i think shixin should come to this course instead of banking&finance. bcus the subjs are not tt dry. :D

okay. let me go indulge in my show before i start to practice my integration. sighhhhhhhhhhh. if not cppb die.

oh yaaaaaaa. wait. i was almost late for iochem class today leh!

with a lecturer who will call parents if students were late. i dun understand why this sem teachers treat us like kids. and don't allow us to eat in class. tsk!!!! last sem ae&e i bought economical rice and eat infront of the teacher while he's teaching lor.

class start at 9 and i woke up at almost 7.50. supposedly should wake up at 7. i set my hp alarm too soft. :D

then wash up & everything was done in 20mins and chiong to take cab at tpy central!

wah liew. 8.35 then finally got a cab. & i told the driver to try to reach at 9 bcus i dun want to be late.

& woohoo! the driver super nice and he keep cutting lane on the highway.

but cab fare $14!! im so freaking broke. & literally broke la.

okay okay i seriously cant wait to get my new shoe from lim.

& im super hungry now ppl.

2009-10-29T04:58:00.000-07:00

seriously procrastinating.
but im going to stop in 5mins time.

should i or should i not work next sat?
seriously in a dilemma.

i swear biology is the dryest subject ever.

oh anyway, my course has relaunch to applied chemistry with pharmaceutical.
seriously freaking cool course.
and strictly to those ppl who like science. if not you are so going to cry for the whole 3 yrs.
come come come. :D

http://www.sp.edu.sg/wps/portal/vp-spws/schcls.cse.ftdip.appliedchemistrywithpharmaceuticalscience

2009-10-23T05:26:00.000-07:00

being the middle person is the worse thing ever.
A has a feeling B, but B do not have a feeling A.
and i will be the one telling A the truth. D: which make me feel bad.
this alwayyyys happen to me.
nvm. :D it shows that im someone good to confide to.
shit shit shit shit. i feel freaking badd telling the truth.
%^#$#$%#

2009-10-19T02:24:00.000-07:00

came home late from my cousin's 21th bday celebration ytd and slept at 1am.
i knew im so going suffer today.
felt super tired and sleepy for the whole day at sch.

like super expected lecturer is gonna start teaching the first day. least expected is thr will be homework. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
& ms chen is going to finish e 1st chapt for I&OCHEM. love her ttm la. nice + gd at teaching + patient. :D
hahahaha. engin. maths teacher was like the most conventional teacher everr. although shes kinda demanding, like she recommended us to plot a point on a graph using dot instead of cross bcus cross have higher inaccuracy. tsk. i've been using crosses all my life. -.-
she emphazises the recommend means its a must if not i guess we're going to get penalise. -.-
but im sure she will make a gd teacher. :D

omgggggggggggggggggg. im so freaking tiredddd.

2009-10-18T21:46:00.000-07:00

DCP/05 <3

school's reopening tmr.
seldom have monday blues before. i think im gonna have it every mon from tmr onwards.
bcus sch ends at 6.
why monday...

im so so going to miss the food at nus science canteen.
eh. working as an admin stuff 0ver thr.
i crave for the steamed soup and claypot rice now. :D
really v nice.
lim will know how gd it is. heh.

mundane life starts tmr.
grr.
noooooo. lets make life fun!!

ohhhh. everybody dread school tmr!

2009-10-08T07:10:00.000-07:00

weee. mdm tan will be teaching us langauge again!
damn it damn it. next sem will be like v hectic. tsk.
nvm. endure till march and i will have my 4 weeks hols again. :D

ahhhh.. dread working tmr.
definitely not bcus of the job cus its the easiest job i've ever did in my life.
I JUST HATEEEEEEE THE FEELING WAKING UP EARLY LOR.
some more have to travel to buona vista. OH SHITTTT. remind me tt i forgot to buy concession.
-.-
although bus ride only 35 mins. only bcus travelling to sch is longer.
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
i slept at 5am ytd and it was like so shiok watching the best taiwan drama ever. anyway, the show is 放羊的星星. okay its an old show,out in 07.
goooooodness. talking abt this show makes me feel freaking excited.
it is like a MUST watch show for those who have the habit of watching taiwan drama.
its even nicer than 命中注定我爱你 and 败犬nu王.
go watch if you all havent watch it yet, if you say the show isn't nice,come to my sch and i will treat you $2 economical rice(damn nice i tell you) plus $1 fruit juice.

okay. my sis subcribe to her channel. where my sis told me this woman showed her entire process of losing weight. & the doc told her tt she has v slim chances of conceiving.
but look.. she gave birth to such an adorable baby. Jude.
i teared the first time i watch this video which i find it damn silly. tear of joy.

YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL(the new korean show)! wait for me & i will be back to watch you on march.
got HONG KI! although i only know he's the lead singer from ft island, and he got freaking amazing voice.

pls pls i hope i will have the energy to sustain till dinner ends at sihoon house.
I JUST HATEEEEEEE THE FEELING WAKING UP EARLY LOR.

2009-09-30T09:34:00.000-07:00

after experiencing it, then you knew tt you're not the best.

2009-09-26T23:54:00.000-07:00

okay. seems like i havent blog for a long time.
received my satisfactory but not satisfied result on wednesday. needa work hard next sem! :D aww.. bye to material/polymer science. its one of my fave module for sem 1 lor. time pass too fast alr. now comes microbio.. =l
grats weiloon and engzheng for doing v v well!!
grats wenyi and hilda and jacemon for doing v well too! :D
jessie let us all jy! :D

went to sihoon bday celebration last sunday.
gave that frame and bought Royce chocolate for her. hope she like it. :D
had bbq and her mum's homecook curry was super delicious. and her niong hiang also. whatever how it is spelled la.
happy 18th SH!

heh. i want to watch final destination! but seems like most of my friends find it v gore and dun want to watch with me. D:
expt for jiamin but she watched it alr.
and my sis havent reach 18 so she cant with me also.
i'd watched the first 3 series and it was so gd lor.
i definitely prefer gory movies to horror movies now. i used to like horror movies a lot when i was sec 1 and 2. whenever i watched a movie at tt time, it'd be a horror movie. lol.
when i get older, the more im afraid to watch. man. i will always imagine that there's a ghost under the chair of the movie theatre and when i sit down it will grab my leg. -.-

i'd watch G-force ytd.
i love animated movies! i watch Up before and it was so gd also!

cant wait for 1A/05 class outing!
bbq! weeee. :D

alrighty. bb! :D

2009-08-31T07:46:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

1 more 1 more 1 more paper!!! and i will be free for 6 weeks!
why the paper i dread most have to be the last. -.-

2009-08-26T22:54:00.000-07:00

never ever take 52 or 74 when its raining. its took me abt 1hr45mins to reach ytd. damn angry.. okay. i knw i sound unreasonable but it spoils my plan of studying with friends once last time before the test start.
& this idiotic uncle don't want to move when he saw me alighting. grrr. i gave him my hardest glare ever after alighting and ran to sch bcus my test is gonna start in 15mins time.

yay. im so excited and happy bcus im gonna get my jet this friday!!! my mum office offer a staff promotion and she decided to get for me. woohoo! but why maths test have to start at 4pm? D: nvm. :D

alrighty. i go get my lunch alr. bb! :D

2009-08-22T20:51:00.000-07:00

every problems have a solution, girl.
you shouldn't feel despair at all.
when you move on to different stages of life, you will realise that things are not what you have expected. workload seems to increase, teachers seems to have higher expectations, can't seems to get along well with friends.
come on, this is part and parcel of life. you have to learn to accept it and face it all with confidence.
yes. confidence. you must have the confidence that you can finish all ur workload, confidence to meet teachers' expectation, confidence to get along well with friends.
with confidence, you will be motivated to get everything back on the right track.

& hey. you know im referring to you.
you are a smart, bubbly, and a genuine person. you are a very good friend and definitely definitely not not so not a bother to us.
problems don't lie on you alone. never say everything was ur fault.
from my point of view, i guess its the character difference. what we need is sth in common, which needs time to find and pull us close tgt.
fate bought us tgt to become friends, we should cherish this. :D
we are 17/18 alr. nearing adults. we need to deal everything with maturity which we shouldn't cry and give up easily.
believe in youself, you are great person.

love you.
to dearest friend.
from c.c.

2009-08-22T02:53:00.000-07:00

okay. this blogskin is super super ultra girly and childish. but its cute. :D hahhahha.

2009-08-18T08:12:00.000-07:00

sem test officially starts tmr.
2 more weeks!!! wah liew. maritime tests end next week. wah liew.

never rote learn.

2009-08-16T01:04:00.000-07:00

i will fight for my rights;

okay. hi!
abt 2 more weeks exams will end and wooohhoooooo! my long awaited hols will arrive! :D:D:DD
sigh. i want a newwwwwww phone. & i've decided tt i want samsung jet! :D:D
nvm. time will pass damn freaking fast during hols which is sad but im able to get my jettie. haha.
why is my life so pathetic.. hmm.. actually not really. :D

i can't go back to secondary sch on teachers day. D: eeeww.

tsk. i realize i really got nth interesting to blog about lor.
compared to secondary school when friends and i can just decide to go town or 1 of their house after school to do whatever things we like.
booo. things that make me happy now are like yayyy!! finally finished reports!, yayy! i do well for my apchem!!, yes, lunch time. yay, got time to watch shows!. yay! finish presentations!.
okay lor. maybe life should be super dull at this moment.
:D nvm. luckly there are friends around to entertain me.
we shall all play very hard during the hols!!!!!
rmb to ask me out!!

2009-07-31T04:40:00.000-07:00

good game. i lost my "tied with rubber band" phone.
so i lost all my contacts. good game.
im so sad now. D:

2009-07-27T06:28:00.000-07:00

darn. why cant i post picture?

OMGGG! SOPHIE KINSELLA IS OUT WITH A NEW BOOK, TWENTIES GIRL!!!!
im like super happy now.
but its only out in US.
i wonder when it will be on sale in sg. D: D:
SOPHIE WRITE MORE BOOKS PLS. :D

i finally watch transformer!
i know i slow la.
super nice show!
tsk. i want to watch ice age 3 one. all thanks to the mip presentation. boo.

exams are nearing. -.-

2009-07-20T06:06:00.000-07:00

OMFG. SHIXIN REALLY LEARNED THE PIANO VERSION OF RIVER FLOWS IN YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HES SUPER PRO CAN.

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!
I WANT TO CRY ALR.

off i go to do research for polymer presentation.
tsk. mood dampening.
pls pls draw lots for who to go first.
:D

2009-07-19T06:01:00.000-07:00

okay. initially i dont really like the song sorry sorry. but i find it catchy after listening to it many times like everywhere. & the dance was super populated la.

eh. why we have to take physics D: erm, to be exact, its applied electronics and electricity. tsk. man. im so so so so so so so super happy im not in engineering course if not ill cry everyday in school and at home. capacitors killed us alr. now come diodes. -.- nvmmmmmmmmmmmm. we can't sucuumb to this and we are all cute and smart ppl and ITS ONLY FOR THIS SEM! cheers ppl.

hols hols hols. faster come leh.

im going to change my phone soon! but have to wait till its reach 24 months, which is october. omg finally la. you tell me who can tahan to use their phone for 2 years? & my phone drop so many times but it just dont freaking spoil but the screen cover comes off but still can use. so i just use a rubber band to tie to prevent it from coming off. & so many people told me my phone look "unique". -.-
why so unfair one, my sis used her phone for 6 months then shes changing alr.
tsk. must be bcus im too fillial and didn't whine to my parents to change my phone.
i want an iphone one lor, but i heared from lim the screen cracks easily when its drop. so its not suitable for people like me who drops stuff often.
so maybe i would want a samsung touchie phone. which i dunno what model i want. darn, i hate making choices.
so i guess i would have to go read reviews and everything. -.-

polymer is everywhere, chemistry is anywhere. said dr chia.
it inspire us to take industrial chemistry instead of material science for our specialisation next yr.
lets jia you my friends. ;D

alrighty. will be back when i feel like posting.
i still love you all.

2009-06-28T01:48:00.000-07:00

人生有很多個階段，都是因為緣分而湊在一起。
但是我們會為一個努力，一個目標，另外一個機會而分開
但是你心中有我，我心中有你，記得每一次的分開就是為了準備下一次的見面

趙樹海

2009-06-18T08:15:00.000-07:00

im so craving for the food in imperial kitchen/dingtaifeng/crystal jade. :D

research D:
time fly faster now pls pls pls pls..
i can't wait for the hols after sem 1 exams.

2009-06-11T08:46:00.000-07:00

i really love this music piece played by Yiruma.
i've listened to it like thousands time and its still so nice. :D
there is also this piano-violin version played by others. which is so amazing also. :D:D
oh yeah. went for cca on tuesday and yay! i finally get in touch with the violin! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D::D:D:D:D!!!!!!!!!! so happy la. learned how to hold the bow and played 1 key. hehehhehehhe.
wenyi and i were so paiseh when we don't know how to put the shoulder rest. the seniors were really helpful.
and omg. this.. hahha. nvm. i think will just keep it to myself. (:

et you guys listen to this piano-violin version.

frankly speaking, when others posted videos on blogs. i don't bother to watch, unless it catches my attention. :D
so i assume that it would be the same to others.
so if you're really reallly bored then you watch the video okay. :D

went jogging just now and it feels good after exercising.
sigh. how i wish there is someone who can join me.
sin ning and junhao go jogging often but they stay at jurong. D:
wenyi stays at hougang.
why why everybody stay so far away from me.

no. i should think why i got into sp. lol!
sp is 1/12 in my choices la.
:D:D::D:D:D:D:D:DD!!!! omg!!! but i feel so freaking happy to get in! i meet so many good people.
erm. but i hate the time travelling. -.-
on tuesday, i got out a little late from my hse and thought tt im going to be late for cca.
then i banish the thought of taking 105 since its freaking 45-50mins long. and take bus to macritchie to take 74 instead. tsk. the bus is always so long. freaking nervous alr,
then 52 came.

aiya. feel v impatient alr and just board the bus. thinking tt i would just alight at np and take 74 from thr. WHAOOOOO!! maybe due to the clear traffic or sth, 52 is really very fast! it reaches np at ard 15 to 20 mins!! feel so happy. and when i alighted, 5 mins ltr and 74 came! :D:D:D so i was punctual to meet wenyi to go cca tgt. hahahahhha.

no. although a mrt station is just right at sp doorstep. i still insist in not taking mrt.

will be meeting lim and friends for prawning tmr!
:D

2009-06-04T04:14:00.000-07:00

1 formal practical report. 2 group prac. reports. *ahhhhhhh.
2 PBL.
CRS. *Mdm tan is such a great lecturer.
mid sem test. *JIAYOU!
CIP. * Dr chia like our presentation. :D:D:D
oh. im finally having a 3 weeks hols but i still got so many things undone.
okay. omg. i can't think of anything to post expt for my school work. D:

SORRRRRRRY ENG ZHENG! okay. i accidentally took his ruler and he uses a protractor during the MIP test. :D & i thought it was wenyi's and i kept using it. ahhahahahhaha.

sigh. time to chiong for chem test tmr.

okay. i think im STARTING to accept what shixin(from banking&finance) said about ppl from CLS school.
he said tt ppl from CLS are all nerds and seriously have no life. -.-wth.

2009-05-19T06:13:00.000-07:00

I LOVE DCP1A05 MAN. <3
no life no life no life. lessons end so late, no life. MST coming, no life. study, no life. no time to watch shows, no life. no time to go out with friends, no life. stress, no life. poly, no life.
i want to play!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D:
im going for my string ensemble camp this friday. YES!! I JOINED STRING ENSEMBLE. hahhaha. so many ppl without music background joined.
30 - 30 = ?. wenyi ah wenyi.. :D

mr kong(physics teacher) : "this is only the appetizer, not the main course yet. concussion alr?"
us: " nooooo. havent. go go continue."
mrkong: now.. this is the main course! "
us: "!!!!!!!! MR KONGGGGGG WE KONGCUSSION ALR LA!!!!!!! D:"

2009-04-29T04:38:00.000-07:00

whats so wrong with me man? i used to love blogging so much. but now i just lost the "feel" to blog. haha.
okay. i should get back the feel soon. erm.. provided i've the time to blog. :D
jia min used to told me tt its rather slack in year 1. and noooooo.. its not! im gonna have my critical reasoning module exam in like 3 weeks ltr. then the lecturers teach fast so needa revise everyday. sigh. jiayou!
ah.. i so so love my maths, chem, physics and chemical process lecturers.
maths lecturer didn't scold us when we ate snacks in class :D:D:D most imptly, he is damn kind and approachable. heheh.
LOOLL! physics lecturer talks in a very funny and wierd accent. okay. i dont know how to describe in words. when we had the first lecture tgt with chemical engin. class for his lesson, everyone laugh like hell when he speaks. the most hilarious is tt he will translate for eg. "static" to chinese and malay, he's a chinese but he speaks malay fluently.
wah liew. ppl from chem. engin.(COP:13) are damn freaking smart okay. i feel small and stupid. D:

yeah! im freaking happy to form a clique with sin ning, jessie and wenyi. :D <3
and i love the ppl from my class DCP/1A/05 yo!
the majority of us meet every morning before school.there's once we're all late for lecture for 5mins and the chem. engin. ppl was looking at us with astonishment when we walk into the class. lol.

argh. seriously, i hate the layout of the school. damn it. everywhere looks the same to me. D:

hmm.. what my tuition teacher used to tell me is so true. he told me life is going to be hard after o's. indeed seh. but im sure i can do it!! :D awww.. now i know why so many ppl misses the after-o's-hols alr.

alrighty bye! oh anyway, GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY SEC 5Ns FRIENDS! NEVER GIVE UP! I WILL NEVER NEVER FORGET YOU ALL! <3

2009-04-25T22:14:00.001-07:00

JUST HOWWWW CAN I MAKE MY STAND THAT THERE'S NO FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION IN SG?! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
WE LIVE IN A DEMOCRATIC COUNTRY LAAA.
STRESSSS. NVM. OFF I GO CONTINUE TO FIND MY INFO.

2009-04-23T00:34:00.000-07:00

okay. i know i i havent post for a long long long time. most prob i will post tmr. :D
im currently in class now & 25mins more to the next lesson. RARRRRR.

2009-04-04T22:48:00.000-07:00

im doing my prepmath halfway and i feel restless. but finishing soon soon soon. faster faster.
so i came here.
sigh. im also lazy to blog. sigh sigh.
on thursday, went back to school to collect cert with nette, yam, putri, selva and thoolasi.
on friday, watch the unborn and happy bday to putri.

seeya soon.

2009-03-29T06:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BDAY TO MY DAD!

YO HO! came back from a 4days3night camp at st john island.
its ultra fun! :D:D the organising team and game leaders put in lots of effort and we really appreciate it.
will post photos when i received it from them. heh.
this is the first time i experience in camp whr they had activities till very late at night. extremely exhausting. but well.. we know their aims.
there's only one thing that totally irritates me is there are creepy crawlies in both the boys and the girls bunk. especially the bed bugs that bitten everyone. really pity those ppl that have skin allergies. & luckily the girls move to slp in the small multi purpose hall(M.P.H) on the 2nd night. :D
on the 3rd night, we had a surpised buffet, we ate our dinner cum supper at ard 1 or 2 am. then we had this disco-like dance. everyone plan not to slp since it is the last night. but it is way too tiring. if im not wrong at ard 4am or maybe even 5am, the majority can't take it & doze off at the M.P.H. we just literally slp on the floor without slping bag and pillow.

we totally lost track of the time all the while cus the seniors took away our hp and watches. but some of ppl asked the seniors for the time. so i can only do estimation.

alrighty. i suppose to have another 3days2night camp tmr at camp christine. but im way too tired to go. my muscles ache like hell from all the games, camp fire and slping in a incorrect position.

im excited to start school. hehe.

hahahhahahahhahhahahhahahahha. hahahahhahahahahhahhaha. :D:D:D

2009-03-21T09:22:00.000-07:00

sigh.. stress is starting on 1st april onwards.
awwww.. there are A.maths online lessons and tests to be completed on the 19th april.
after tt there'd be a post-test tt would be taken into account for my 1st year maths module.
so i really really really have to jia you since i dont take a.math in sec school. sigh..
envy those business, design and media school students. still can relax for a while till 20th apr.
but well.. :D:D:D i can't wait for school to start!
come on come on.. i pray hard tt my brain would absorb things faster. :D

ewwww!!!!! i'd have lesser time to spend with lim and friends. D: D: D: damn it, i feel so sad.
my love for you all will never fade one!!! i will learn to believe in friends forever.
coming monday.. we'll be going prawning. which well.. i never done it before. i hope the whole process wouldnt be as cruel as i thought. haha.
then tues zoo.
ahhhhh.. after tt i dont know when i will be free again. omg la.

sigh sigh sigh.. now i've to cherish all the free time tt is left!

2009-03-19T07:40:00.000-07:00

a happy day. :D
met up with jiamin, lynette and lim for bowling. so sad that jing hui has her cca. )):
after that went shopping. sigh, spent too much money alr so have to refrain myself from buying things. its so annoying when you see something you like & you cant buy it. really have to practice self control. heh.
then lynette left and sihoon came.
had hotpot for dinner. the chocolate fondue is nice! although i dislike chocolates. we ate for 2 hrs sehhh! then the others buy their clothing and ciao home.

tmr has camp briefing in school.
sigh.. school is far.
but i still insist on taking bus to school in future rather than mrt.

had this very good chat with selva on msn.
it really has a great diff talking to mature and immature ppl man..
immature ppl shooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo pls. i dont want to have the eye rolling sensation bcus of you.

ciaos!

2009-03-16T09:00:00.000-07:00

you did not notified me, and when i knew, you left.
i hate you.

2009-03-12T05:31:00.000-07:00

yay. finally finished the school enrollment.
initially, i thought the whole procedure will be very slow & i need to wait long for my turn just like queueing in polyclinic but it turned out pretty fast.
sigh, how i wish i was graduated when im sec 4 then there is not a need to purchase a laptop.
wah liew, why why why they need to make it compulsory for all 09 batch to get one. -.-!!!
nvm. now im in a dilemma whether to get a fugitsu or acer lappy. & I HATE IT WHEN IT IS BLACK! so freaking typical and dull la.
but i got no choice. ): those tt are black have better performance. ): ): D:
then when i look for the light weight ones, the promoter will go "for specs-wise,the light weights' aren't as good as those heavier ones".
then made me feel so sad. hahahahhaha.
so there is no lappy i like now. i seriously just buy it for the sake of buying lor. actually i have a lappy at home la, BUT IT WEIGHS 2.8KG! so nonononono..

okay. i will go to the it fair tmr with friends then my parents at night. but i guess i'd buy it in school since it is heavily subsidies. sigh sigh sigh.

2009-03-09T08:40:00.000-07:00

once bitten twice very shy.

2009-03-07T09:17:00.000-08:00

ARGH. I HATE IMMATURE PPL!!!
some ppl keep asking me why i stop talking to them for so long & keep on pestering me to talk to them. & they ask stupid questions!
and it totally turn me off when ppl who aren't very close to me ask me what am i doing. -.-
darn it, i SERIOUSLY!!!!!! hate ppl who're damn despo for a r/s. & i meant very desperate. get a life laaaaaaaaa. oh my god.....

I WILLL NEVER ENTERTAIN YOU PPL!

2009-03-07T08:51:00.000-08:00

I don't believe in "friends forever".

however, i will never forget the times we had together. :D

2009-03-06T08:28:00.000-08:00

credits to lim hui ping :D

wahhh. will be very busy next week.
i love you god really love you muack muack love love please please please don't rain when we're going cycling and sentosa and zoo. i will be vegetarain for a day next week. really no joke. but if god did not hear my prayer. then ):, i wld still do what i had said.

does IT fair sell coreless phone? if it does, i hope my dad will buy one next week.